safe in the deep end

have i ever talked about the ocean i once swam in? it was an evening in mid january and the water had never felt more safe. his shoulders, broad. his arms, opened wide. i touched his face and recognized what once was.

he was tall, 6’1 to be exact. beautiful fair complexion and the color of his eyes? pools of honey with a hint of green if you look close enough. he came across as distant, stoic one might even say. but i saw him. he was steady with fragments of light glistening through. he swam in the pits of hell and still, provided salvation when i was drowning.

he walked through my door and if he was nervous, he never let on. his hands cupped my face and he kissed me so softly. the way he held me, nothing else existed. he ran his fingers up my body and through my hair. he inhaled me and he unleashed. i’d never experienced this side of him before.

he was gentle, kind and i felt every wave. i straddled his lap and when we kissed, we couldn’t pry ourselves away. everyone tells you to close your eyes but we didn’t. the way his tongue traced mine; i stared into those eyes and the way he pushed his energy into me. the moon was in it’s waning crescent phase and it was blessing us, peeking in through the window. i was laid on my back, legs spread and he was sitting diagonal facing me. i took my right hand and played with my clit. he sat and stared through me, pleasuring himself.

i think it became too much. he picked me up and kissed me intensely. i, soon became one with the ocean. i lost myself in him, he found himself in me. exchanging energy as we both spread our lips apart. me to moan, him to grunt. i could feel him flowing through me. he made me feel so beautiful and i made him feel safe. that armor came down, he held my hips and didn’t let go. my claws were gripping at his shoulders as i bounced up and down. his pre-cum mixed with my nectar made such beautiful fruit.

i’d go for a late night swim over and over again. there’s nothing like connecting with water. he’s a daydreamer, i’m a homemaker. we’d cater to every single one of our needs.

and when he calls, i answer. and when i need him, my legs can rest on his shoulders.