im off of work and i’ve only had one day off this week. im tired and exhausted and so therefore, I pour myself a glass of wine and hop on TikTok. it’s my downtime before I start dinner. billie ‘s song plays once and all I hear is “you’re so full shit”. and she captured exactly what im feeling when I start to cry because I can feel you. I can feel you. why can I feel you [redacted]? I haven’t thought about you since I blocked you. cutting that cord that we fiercely tied together, the agreement we signed energetically. or.. at least slowly untying it. I had to light an incense, sit criss cross, apple sauce and close my eyes and start playing my singing bowl. these feelings are not mine. leave me be. I call my power back, cleansed. I am no longer yours and you made it very clear that you are not mine. unlike you, I am true to my feelings; good or bad. I can recognize what is mine to carry. and that’s it. we are not the same, [redacted]. I could write a novel on all the ways I feel about you. but honestly, what good what that be? our hearts are not fit for one another. yours is hardened, manipulative. mine is open and gullible. I guess you got some of my energy if im here writing it out but that’s fine. i’m just releasing what no longer serves me. my love for you no longer serves me. release me. let me go.
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Thank you so much! I’m glad you could feel it. It’s very much needing to be expressed.
THat was very strong. I could feel what you were writing. No more words. I sense your anger, pain, frustration, all of it. Hang in there. You got this. I believe in you.